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my lab teacher outed me to my whole fuckin uhh Class

#hm!#HM!#.txt #delete later

*cuddles up close to you* *puts my mouth by your ear* I NEED CONSTANT REASSURANCE THAT YOU STILL ENJOY ME AND FIND OUR RELATIONSHIP APPEALING

621851April 26

#20 min of me screaming #delete later #............

testing out an app called legend for messenger!

testing out an app called legend for messenger!

#.txt #miraculous ladybug #marinette cheng #delete later #??#its a bit blurry #:(( sigh #i dont want to pay for the full thing tho

how do i get someone to stop liking me

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FINE FINE FINE THIS IS FINE I AM FINE

#.txt #get ou t of my head #delete later

fuck!! i hate thinking about this i hate thinking about myself

#.txt #ignore me #delete later #?? idfk

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#my emotions have been fluctuating so heavily these days #why.cant i stop thinking about it?#its my fault isnt it #its easier if.its my fault #dont ask #dont do whatevrt #delete later #i regret it im sorry #i need to do something or else thisll.hautn me forever

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#she said she cut me off but it was the other way around #please dont blame yourself it was my fault im sorry #i feeel like shit rn #dont ask #dont reblog #please #delete later

i feel like it’s all my fault like

everything she wrote was my fault i don’t know

#not tagging this under posts #fuCkk i dont want to tag her because #i dont know if i want her to see it and im a little bit afraid i dont know #i shouldnt be all the way back there but i keep thinking its about me #why didnt you say anything?? why didnt /i/ say anything #i unfollowed because i thought taht was what you wante dim sorr sorry #is it about me?? is it a b o ut me #i thoUHg t you wanted me to leave #FUckk #.#dont ask//#dont reblog #delete later #?

damn i wish i had better self-esteem

#.txt #delete later #i was feeling super happy and chill and then idk what happened but #i just felt like absolute shit for some reason #idk never really thought i would have issues with self-esteem prior to this year but then again this year was a #really big change #from what i used to be like and not so much in a good way #i guess depression has and is still teaching me a lot about my views and honestly idk anymore #it just kinda shifted from #'what do others think of me?' to 'what do i think of myself?'#and yeah the first one isnt supposed to be important but this feeling fuckign sucks #i wish i had someone to talk to but i dont really want to bother anyone #sorry

school is so unnecessarily stressful for me like there are so many people out there who think my grades are really good but honestly i’m terrified of anything under a 90 and dissatisfied with low 90’s

i guess i just have high expectations or maybe it has something to do with how i was raised but seeing anything under a 90 on my paper makes me want to cry and idk what to do about it

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#.txt #disregard me #delete later #fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk #i just dont understand why i mess up so often #its not like i dont know the content i just get reallly nervous during exams and freak out and make dumb mistakes and i look back later like #'wow that was so stupid of me this couldve been easily avoided had i done this and this'

ugh i feel like such a huge piece of shit right now and nobody is really helping much

all my friends are brushing off my problems and i feel so shitty its like im the biggest crap in the world

yesterday i ranted and argued a lot with other people because i felt so angry and upset and today i was feeling better but one of my friends said something and it made me feel so bad about myself like i could really wallow into a well full of self-hate right now

sorry for subjecting you to this bullshit, ill delete this later

#kyuremposts #im such a huge idiot #delete later

*ignore this!!*
testing for transparency

*ignore this!!*

testing for transparency

#kyuremposts #delete later